getting sick, missing exams, car doesn't want to start, spilling everything, having no money, getting rejected, being sick again, not getting any sleep, not understanding course, getting in trouble for not understanding course, remembering the person you thought liked you, doesn't.
monday morning, i woke up and had the biggest headache and a really sore throut. i had been tossing and turning all night and got no sleep. for some reason i desided to go to course. i got re
ady to go bt my car wouldn't start. typical!! i jump started it from my flatmates car and left it running for about 10mins. i got to course and went and sat in my class room. i thought it was a little strange that no one was there so i waited a little longer and then found out we were in the lecture hall. i had a presentation to do and almost couldn't do it because i felt soo sick. when i finally got to go home.. oh did i mention it was pissing down with rain and my car was parked on the other side of nortec? well to make matters worse i didnt have an umbrella and my car had gone flat.. again. this is just the start to my bad week.
the next day i woke up feeling even worse so i didnt go to course. i went to the hospital.. and after waiting 3 freakn hours.. they told me what i already knew.. that i had a bad case of tonsilitis. i recovered at home for afew days and tried to catch up on studies but i couldn't think. every word i read went straight through me. i got in trouble for not doing it at home because i didn't understand it. what the hell was i supose to do?? if i dont understand it then thats that.. it was the weekend.. i couldn't get any help.. grrr
the worst part of my week was getting fully rejected. i dont expect everyone to like me but this was different.. this guy i like told me he liked me.. he said he wanted to take things slowly so we did.. i havnt felt this way about someone since my long term boyfriend of 3years. so this was pretty major for me. my flatmates and i desided to go stay at one of there parents houses. we took out some drinks and we invited "him" around. i was really happy when he came but then he wanted to talk... nothing good happens when someone says that. he told me he wanted to stop everything because there was another girl.. i knew about this other chick but she had slept with someone else.. i thought she was out of the picture but obviously not.. he wanted to no why she did what she did.. he said he really liked both of us.. but obviously i wasnt good enough.. it really hurts.. im pretty sure im unlikeable. its not a nice feeling. =(
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