dream come true..?

i had a dream the other night. it wasnt just a normal dream.. it felt so real. it was as if my subconsious self was trying to portray a message to me that the real me was trying to hide, like i knew it all along but didn't want to admit it.

ok so theres three guy. the first, his name is.. well lets just call him mark. hes been in my life since i was like 10 so he was a really good mate of mine. we ended up getting really close.. yea that kind of close. it was always a secret though. i wasnt allowed to tell anyone. we are still great mates but nothing happens anymore.
the second guy we will call josh. me and josh had a thing for a while. hes one of the best guys i know. hes funny and smart and cute and a little bit shy. ive liked him for as long as i can remember and havnt been able to get him out of my head ever since. we dont talk much anymore.
now.. this third guy.. umm troy. hes new. i met him afew weeks ago when i moved to whangarei. hes mates with one of my flatemates. hes not the kinda guy i would normally go for but hes really funny and sweet and when we together he makes me feel special.

in my dream, i was at a party with my flatmates and a bunch of people. troy was inside with us. i look out the window and see mark standing there. all of a sudden josh walks in and sits beside me and hold my hand like he doesn't care what people thing. so theres all three guys around me and my flatmate bex says to me.."can you see your self with a guy like troy in the long term?" and ya know what i said to her? i said " no. i see myself with a guy like josh" and pointed out the window.

what does a dream like this mean? i feel like im supose to listen to it and forget about troy but i dont want to. this is sooooo typical to happen to me!

Moo says the cow!

im on break from course right.. so i want to relax and have fun but i get a call from my step dad asking me to go to Ruawai and milk cows! ya know what that means right? it means i have to stay in Ruawai (which is the crappiest little town ever). it means getting up at 4.00am and milking until 8.30am every morning then going back at 2.00pm! now i cant complain to much because i get $50 a milking! i know right! sweet =D